

AdultI find it unbeleivable. I am 19 and on my own.Adult
i have not gotten magically adult nor have all my problems vanished
just another day older just so many more choices
so many regrets so many things i can never take back never change
so many more things to come
will i ever get older
or will i always be a teenager?


GuiltAs I walk down into lakes of fire lakes of hell souls grab and tear at my clothes my lace and my body they all cry for it the one thing i could never giveGuilt
Babies scream mothers wail father's rage at me
they all want the same thing
Mercy
they scream with the pain of so many lifes
in desperation i do the only thing i can
i dont want to hear them
i pull my sword on them and
suddenly all the voices of the past flee in fear
then blessedly I am


DisgustDisgust look inside look without Disgust at everything seen Lips curls sneer smile with bite Disgust Human Disgust Look Within Without Disgusting what is seenDisgust
At the was treated treats At the way fighting fought At the hating hate
Disgust found within and without


O GodOh god can you tell me whyO God
tell me why
you made me this way
the ability to feel the pain
whenever i hold the person
to feel the dreams
to feel so much
why did you make me able to do so much
why did you do it god
tell me why
and why
did you take it away
take away the only thing i ever prayed for
why god why did you take it
the only one who ever took away MY pain
oh why god
am i the one
who helps everyone el
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Judge me now
Used to be afraid to let it show
Bow down
A king in my own mind
Every thing's in place
So much brighter from today
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Noise - Shadows - Infection
Flesh - Silence - Corruption
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From the day I was born
Until the day I die
The only side I'm on
Is my own
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As beautiful as a falling tear
as precious as one not yet fallen----
Hapiness is fleeting
memories last a
Lifetime.-----
The blood on my hands.....drowns me in my sleep
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"Take me the way I am."
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Give me the desperation
to believe in your love // pain.
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